I feel very lonely. Like a giant hole has been violently blown from my life. Kelsey and I split up after more than two years together. I thought I would marry her. I'm hoping for a happy ending, but after getting off the phone with her for the second time tonight, I just feel empty. I am going to have trouble picking up the pieces of my life and move on with things - I know myself too well to kid it.
Over two years. So much comfort and familiarity. That's partly what caused the break. We were too comfortable with each other and too complacent to fix our problems. Both of us have a list of things we need to improve on, just so we become better people/partners.
We've left things somewhat open to the possibility of getting back together once we've had our time apart, but to be honest, I have no idea when that would be. There is no way to set a timeline to this sort of thing. All I DO know is that I want it to happen, whenever that time is.
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